On this cold November day, Ethan is comfortably situated in northeast Tanzania near Kenya. After four days of travel, I should hope so! Taking one day longer than planned, the team arrived safely, and are, Lord willing, setting out to do their jobs in this underserved area. They will be teaching in a college and hope to encourage the Church by training her leaders.
Meanwhile, my son is working on his driver's education class, parent-teacher conferences all went well, and I am recovering from laryngitis. We have begun winter here in central Minnesota, but the red oak leaves and green linden leaves are still clinging to the trees.
My youngest two daughters play violin in an orchestra in Princeton, MN. We are so blessed to have a wonderful string teacher who hails from Chicagoland and taught in Germany. My oldest daughter keeps laboring over her junior year classes, including two college-level classes. Such a hard worker.
I would like to say with Martin Luther: My conscience is captive to the Word of God. The words of God are more precious than gold or silver, and sweeter than honey (from Psalm 119). It really is the constant thing in my life, though I waiver emotionally and in my faith in Christ. I know God will ever be faithful to His words and that He can be trusted.
Middle Love {a poem by Elysia} A cord stretches through the trees Into the past places we walked In the beginning the strands Flipped and wrapped and we talked Of dreams, desires, blessings, and faith The thickest strand binding, making one Pulling us tightly and compelling Forward on the Way of the Blessed Son Into the woods, colors, depth, mystery Singing scarlet tanager and soaring hawk Never broken our strands held firm Though weakened strands, and imps did mock Accusing, tempting, our fleshly strands Loosened, frayed, resisted the other Our rocky path, gravity pulled Tumbling, grasping for wind and one another Till we looked not at the fall but Thick, faithful, forward strand loving Valiantly defending, shielding the foe We would quickly fray, our flesh shoving Away the strands, till we drooped down Dragging the path, our movement caught In the sharpened limestone, cobwebs, dust Oh Valiant One, we are Yours, bought By the King whose blood covered all our sin Loosened by design that we might cling, Oh save! Lead us not into temptation Oh deliver us from evil, Brave Immediately the cord is taut The purpose clear, no doubt, not one Through our God we shall do valiantly Forward on the Way of the Blessed Son The blanket of shame removed, healed Loose, frayed ends wrapped by one another Cruel words and anger put away Replaced by love, pulled by another Set your minds on things above Not on the sharpened limestone rocks Forward onto the path of the Son Be sanctified, bound together, One A cord stretches through the trees Where Christ is seated at the Right Hand Into the appointed places we tread Pulling us forward by His valiant strand.
Friends and acquaintances have passed away this month, causing us to mourn and think about the brevity of life. How we will miss them. How they are rejoicing because they are with Jesus, their Savior. These thoughts from writers of the past have brought comfort in these days of grief:
From Charles Spurgeon, March 22 devotional:
Evening
"Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am." John 17:24
O death! why dost thou touch the tree beneath whose spreading branches weariness hath rest? Why dost thou snatch away the excellent of the earth, in whom is all our delight? If thou must use thine axe, use it upon the trees which yield no fruit; thou mightest be thanked then. But why wilt thou fell the goodly cedars of Lebanon? O stay thine axe, and spare the righteous. But no, it must not be; death smites the goodliest of our friends; the most generous, the most prayerful, the most holy, the most devoted must die. And why? It is through Jesus' prevailing prayer--"Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am." It is that which bears them on eagle's wings to heaven. Every time a believer mounts from this earth to paradise, it is an answer to Christ's prayer. A good old divine remarks, "Many times Jesus and his people pull against one another in prayer. You bend your knee in prayer and say Father, I will that thy saints be with me where I am;' Christ says, Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am.'" Thus the disciple is at cross-purposes with his Lord. The soul cannot be in both places: the beloved one cannot be with Christ and with you too. Now, which pleader shall win the day? If you had your choice; if the King should step from his throne, and say, "Here are two supplicants praying in opposition to one another, which shall be answered?" Oh! I am sure, though it were agony, you would start from your feet, and say, "Jesus, not my will, but thine be done." You would give up your prayer for your loved one's life, if you could realize the thoughts that Christ is praying in the opposite direction--"Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me where I am." Lord, thou shalt have them. By faith we let them go.
From John Donne's Meditation XVII "Devotions on Emergent Occasions:"
...And when she buries a man, that action concerns me; all mankind is of one author, and is one volume; when one man dies, one chapter is not torn out of the book, but translated into a better language; and every chapter must be so translated; God employs several translators; some pieces are translated by age, some by sickness, some by war, some by justice; but God's hand is in every translation, and his hand shall bind up all our scattered leaves again, for that library where every book shall lie open to one another; as therefore the bell that rings to a sermon, calls not upon the preacher only, but upon the congregation to come; so this bell calls us all: but how much more me, who am brought so near the door by this sickness...
...No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.
From John 11:
Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in Me, though he may die, he shall live.And whoever lives and believes in Me shall never die. Do you believe this?”
Sometimes the only way to move my children from wakefulness to sleeping is singing hymns and Scripture songs. I sang for about 30 minutes last night while folding laundry. The girls stopped talking and arguing in bed while the older kids just did their thing. It was peaceful and worshipful. I thank God for the years I sang in the Concordia Choir, the years of worshipping in church, and the hundreds of songs, hymns, and spiritual songs that have been infused into my soul. Here is one of them inspired by Psalm 23.
The King of Love My Shepherd Is By: Henry W. Baker
The King of love my shepherd is, Whose goodness faileth never; I nothing lack if I am his And he is mine forever.
Where streams of living water flow, My ransomed soul he leadeth And, where the verdant pastures grow, With food celestial feedeth.
Perverse and foolish oft I strayed, But yet in love he sought me
And on his shoulder gently laid And home rejoicing brought me.
In death’s dark vale I fear no ill With thee, dear Lord, beside me, Thy rod and staff my comfort still, Thy cross before to guide me.
Thou spredst a table in my sight; Thine unction grace bestoweth; And, oh, what transport of delight From thy pure chalice floweth!
And so through all the length of days Thy goodness faileth never. Good Shepherd, may I sing thy praise Within thy house forever.
Ethan is leaving this afternoon on a long airplane ride to Northern Romania. He will begin a three year relationship with the pastors in that region teaching them and training them in Bible, theology and preaching. As I am sitting down to write a newsletter, I realized there are several friends, relatives, and acquaintances who may not receive our email prayer requests. We send these out every time Ethan travels and periodically throughout the year. I invite you to sign up today with your most current email address Please click this link and complete the simple form to sign up for our prayer newsletters. Thank you!
Ok, Jesus, I am looking! This morning I asked you to send the birds back to our bird feeders. I have been missing them. The weather has been so dull and overcast recently. The cold weather has never kept the birds away from our woodsy yard, but for some reason they have gone. Maybe the reason was that this was for Your glory: in answer to a simple prayer.
The weather is so cold today, but the sun is shining. As I was eating lunch and looking out our bay windows, I saw my little friends, two chickadees--my favorite kind of bird!!! Chickadees are wonderful because they chirp and play and eat, even during the cold of winter in Minnesota. I was so happy that you answered my prayer that I ran to get a camera. The chickadees had left already, but I saw another of my well-like birds, a nuthatch. Thank you, Jesus! Amen.